Not thinking

Although I had noticed behaviors that were questionable like the time that he was supposed to come to Baltimore before we moved in together and he had been drinking. I called to ask when he would be meeting me and my daughter at the mall. He was with his brother and he was rude to me on the phone with his brother adding to his verbal jabs in the background. When I got off the phone I was disturbed and my daughter and me decided to go to the mall alone. He later apologized to me when he saw me in person later that day.

Moving in with someone you have known for a long time and trusted can be a difficult decision, as it involves taking a risk for your safety and well-being. It is important to remember that abusive behavior can occur in any relationship, regardless of how long you have known the person or how much trust you have placed in them.

It is crucial to recognize that the responsibility for abusive behavior lies solely with the abuser. No one deserves to be subjected to any form of abuse, regardless of their past history or level of trust. If you find yourself experiencing abusive behavior, it is important to reach out for support from trusted friends, family members, or professionals who can provide guidance and assistance.

Remember that you are not alone in this journey. There are organizations and resources available that can help you navigate through this challenging situation and ensure your safety. Your well-being matters, and there are people who care about your happiness and want to support you through this difficult time.

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